Roller Coaster

2012-02-23T14:34:00.002-08:00

You're a special girl for me.
The people who give me happiness all the time.

You're crazy , You're fun.

But because of your craziness I reduced my emo.

I like when you whispered to my ear.

I like when you feel drunk and you need me .

When you hold my hand , I made a decision .

I NEED YOU IN MY LIFE .

2012-02-04T08:42:00.000-08:00

Today I met someone that very important in my life .

The last met was 1 year ago .

after two year , finally me and she able to find a time to have a heart-to-heart talk .

She still the same .

the expression , the voice , the way she laugh

but only different is she became more mature , I mean her thinking .

and of course become pretty jor la :P

I really appreciate the two hours talking to you .

but It wasn't enough for me

let me tell you something

when you told me you get hurt by your collegemates

I wanna tell you , how nice if I study in your college with you .

so that you won't get bully and feel so sad so often .

but

I know you will scold me crazy for sure .

hahahaha.

so the only thing I can tell you now

take care yourself , I will always be there for you .

当全世界的人都不相信你的时候 ,你要记住还有番薯相信你 .

jiayou

for the special one .

2012-01-11T07:23:00.000-08:00

Long time didn't post anything ><

That means I very happy with my life recently :D

but today I faced some problem that make me feel so moody :(

So , I decided to write .

I think if you're my friend then you will know

I quit my form 6 and going KDU to study diploma in culinary art .

Today was my third day .

Still kinda enjoy but compare with form 6.

FORM 6 FRIENDS STILL BETTER THAN THEM !

And today I get angry easily again .

I think my EQ not enough high , not the normal level too.

I need to control my temper , so that I won't hurt others I love , I care.

what I really need now ?

I am not a strong man .

I need a strong girlfriend .

2011-12-10T10:18:00.000-08:00

3th day in Singapore :)

Yesterday went Universal Studio

Had a great day !

And

Today we went marine bay !

will update you guys very soon .

with lotsa pic ^^

2011-12-02T08:27:00.000-08:00

明天是在 giza 做的最后一天 .

说依依不舍 , 其实也没什么啦 .

就觉得那边的人都没什么掺的进 .

还是回来这里会比较好 :)

要谢谢那边的supervisor照顾

同事的体量和载我来回的同事.

每次换一个地方工作都会学到东西 .

这次我增加鱼和猫的知识 .

但是最重要是学到 ,

其实每个人都有自己人生的哲学和道理 .

每个人所说的都不同 , 对或错要自己分辨 .

向我没什么主见的人就只会点头 .

当然 , 每个人都认为自己说的是对的 .

人生就是听人所说的话 .

再自己分辨 , 然后成长起来 .

最近我也发现一件事情 .

我发觉我玩暗恋玩上瘾了 .

偏偏喜欢但是不去追.

如此犯贱.

2011-11-27T08:58:00.000-08:00

今天和父母吵架了 .

然后不爽的驾着车到处逛 .

想找个可以讲心事的人的家 .

却逛啊,逛.

到最后却一个都想不到 .

表面上很多朋友的我 , 却找不到一个可以让我诉苦的人.

很多人都会闲我烦 .

说我DDLY.

我也这么觉得.

但是在我最需要一双耳朵的时候 ,

真的想不到有谁可以找.

也许这一篇会得罪很多人

但是这真的是我想说的 .

2011-11-26T10:51:00.000-08:00

有时候你认为他是你最想要的人的时候 ,

往往他已经有另一个他了.

对的时间遇到对的人是多么不容易的事 .

我们只见过两次面 , 也可以说在一起工作了两天.

他就要走了.

他给我的感觉 , 就像我遇回换了外表的你 .

他的温柔 , 他的热情 , 他的细心 , 他的可爱 , 他的耐心 , 他的一切的一切.

他留了他的面子书给我 .

但是和他同名的多得要命 .

所以连最后一个联络的机会都没了.

天啊 , 天.

你对我太残忍了吧.

看来我们只好靠缘分了 .

为什么要在这个时候遇到你 ,

为什么我要调职,

为什么你早不辞职 , 好让我没见过你 .

为什么就是要让我遇见你两天, 在让我失去你 !!!!!!!!!!!!

他妈的！

我想 , 我真的疯了 .

2011-11-25T18:00:00.000-08:00

今天被转去新的地方工作

那边其实还不错,但是吃东西太贵了啦.

RM6.90 一碟 nasi lemak biasa .

一碟看似简单但价钱非凡的饭 .

两个星期快点到来吧 .

我想回到之前的店啊.

继续疯狂 , 继续大笑 , 继续热血的完成每一件事 .

加油吧.

2011-11-23T07:14:00.000-08:00

两个星期都没上来了 .

一堆想写的东西都爆满我的脑袋 .

err , ahh , hmm .

就从拿成绩那天说起吧 .

我想我的同学都知道我在那天做了一件很帅但却很幼稚和不该做的事吧.

就我有一位同学 , 他个子高 , 读书好但偏偏那个眼睛很糟糕 , 需要开灯才看到 .

但是我觉得我们班没有人亏待他.

但是他妈妈误会了 , 把事情搞的很大条让全班同学都不爽 , 这样又何必呢.

然后就有一位有礼貌的同学向他妈妈打招呼但却得到很冷的回应 .

然后, 说了一大堆有的没的道理 .

就当要结束时,我不知道那来的勇气 , 喊了一句"走啦 ,xxx"

就这样走了.

然后,有礼貌同学说我的EQ低.

说真的我也这么认为 , 应该再容忍就会没事的.

觉得自己超幼稚的.

教训 : 忍一忍海阔天空 .

然后就是最后一天上课那一天

当天我们的级任让我们带零食到学校庆祝最后一天.

其实我觉得没什么好庆祝的啦 , 就大家明年还会再见啊.

然后,大家也都很合作的带了东西来分享.

超喜欢这种感觉的.

就觉得并不是自己一个人在做笨蛋.

是一班人 :P

当然 , 还是有一些聪明人没带咯.

就只会吃人家的东西.

教训 : 不要做自私的人

然后叻, 认识我的都知道我开始工作了

在宠物店里打工.

这工作还真不简单 .

搬货 , 点货 ,排货, 算钱 , 做帐 , 捡大便 , 洗狗笼 , 打扫。全包

但是在那认识了几个朋友 .

他们的人都蛮不错啦 , 爱开玩笑 .

其中一个是"那些年"迷. 看了"那些年" 6 次 , 但是还是要看.

如果九把刀知道了 , 可能会像戏那样强吻他吧 .

这份工 , 把我的背弄断几次了.

教训 : 工作不容易 , 要养一家人更难. 不要乱花钱 , 谢谢爸爸妈妈 .

才做了三个星期就要被调职了.

真的非常糟糕啦 , 本来还想找一份靠近我家的工

但是偏偏他要我去比之前还要远的地方 .干 !

他说会找人载我去和回. 对我来说还是一样没安抚我不爽的心 .

算了. 没的怨

我要确保那个人要从我的家载我去和回 , 不用给任何的钱, 要不然我一定转回来!

教训 : 每样东西先想想看在答应人家 , 不要随口就说好. 当要挽回已太迟了.

今天去看了我不看会后悔和遗憾一生的电影 .

真的真的非常的好看 , 可能看过书吧

很多人都想像他们这样吧 .

我也想啊~

看得出导演很遗憾 , 在最后让男主角为女主角擦泪.

意思说如果可以重来他会选着那一幕 .

但也好 ,如果他们在一起的话 , 我们也没的看这世界所谓爱情的力量 .

教训 : 不想放手就别放 . 真的请别放! 我不想看到换了人来演的那些年.

好了就写到这吧 :)

2011-11-03T05:46:00.000-07:00

今天你说了一句让我蛮失望和沮丧的话 .

你说那故事是虚构的 .

让我觉得原来爱情也只不过是这样 .

可能你说的是事实 , 我也没怪你 .

但我心里那可能出现的情景好像都没了 .

你可能会说我很奇怪 , 很好笑 , 很无聊 ,

但是真正的我就是这样 , 绝无隐藏什么的 ,

相信了一本小说 .

我也觉得很可笑 , 很白痴 .

"其实....爱情也只不过是一种感觉"

Today you told me something that hurt me and make me depressed

You told me the story was fake

And this make me feel love actually is nothing

Maybe what you say is true , I didn't blame you at all

but this scene maybe won't come out from my life anymore

Maybe you will say I am weird , I am funny , I am bored

but this is the true and without hiding anything

I had just trusted a novel

I feel I am foolish enough

"Actually..... love is just a feel"

2011-11-02T01:17:00.000-07:00

今天又旷课了 .

就肠胃好像出了些问题 .

我也在今天把九把刀的"那些年我们一起追过的女孩"读完了.

大概用不超过一天的时间吧.

超好看的!!!!

所以这篇我就用华语啦 .

一开始对这本书的期望很高.

(通常我期望很高的电影或书都会让我失望)

但是这本书绝对没有.

（通常好看的书都会读多几次)

但是这本书我不想读多第二次.

因为我怕我在读多一次我会哭.

(夸张?我觉得还好啦）

读完了 , 让我突然好有感觉想写读后感 .

没地方写就来这了.

朋友都说读了或看了电影会有想谈恋爱 .

但是我没很想谈恋爱.

反而我想好好的守护我爱的那个人 , 也想好好的读书了.

看着柯景腾如何为喜欢的人改变他自己

就觉得爱情的力量很伟大.

柯景腾啊 ~为什么你不把这故事的结局弄得完美一点呢?

就觉得好可惜啊.

没办法啦~ 过去就没了.

我可以体会到柯景腾的感觉.

因为我们有着同样的性格 .

有着同样的高度.

（其实没什么好骄傲的:P )

有着同样的故事 .

有着同样想守护一个人的心.

不管沈佳宜是矮 , 是肥 , 是高 , 是瘦对每个柯景腾而言都是漂亮的.

不管柯景腾是聪明 , 是笨 , 是有趣 , 是无聊对每个沈佳宜而言都是帅的 .

我会默默守护你的

我心中的 "沈佳宜" .

2011-10-25T09:53:00.000-07:00

Finally I have mood to update my blog .

Don't know from when I started feel the people I know in this year

are getting sucks .

I don't mean all of you but some of them .

especially people who transfer in our school .

Before that , you told me .

You don't like your old school because everyone boycott you

and some of them betray by their friends.

and you told me you want a new life in this school

BUT

you don't know .

you actually brought your old attitude .

so , how you gonna change your life with your old attitude ?

you will also get boycott too.

But I have to say , some of you did a great job

on changing your bad attitude .

But some of you become worst .

Be my classmates - sure

Be my friends - maybe

Be my best friends - oh sorry , you're not qualified

Be my bro - oh please , impossible

you guys are smart in study

but

you guys fail in communicate and life

May god bless you

when you come out to the real life

you won't feel suffer

because I can guarantee you will .

you won't find people in working better than people in school .

Bear in mind

I don't mean for being so rude .

but this is my blog

who care.

ANTI ALIENS.

2011-10-18T08:54:00.000-07:00

Feel like long time didn't blog C:

because of my finals

not hardworking but too stress until no mood to blog .

now final over

should be :D right ?

but actually is D:

WHY TEACHER GIVE BACK EXAM PAPERS SO DAMN FAST !!!!!!!!!

at least let us enjoy one weeks la

So , recently nothing much change

but don't know why tonight got mood to here .

hmm. just feel like telling everyone at here .

I DON'T HAVE FALL IN LOVE TO PEOPLE !!!!!!!!

PLEASE DON'T MISUNDERSTANDING EVERYTHING I DID !!!!!!!!!

that's all for today :]

At that year , 那些年

2011-10-06T09:29:00.000-07:00

This story happened when I was standard 4

In a very very hot afternoon , me and my classmates was talking in the class loudly.

And the first period bell rang , my form teacher came in and there was a pretty girl

following behind her . The boys in the class was so excited .

Our teacher introduction her to us and then we know her name [I name her as M]

and she is a transfer student.

But the exciting part was when teacher asked her to sit beside me

[ wow , DAMN LUCKY MAN ]

she sat down and we started our class.

At first , I don't even dare to talk to her nor looking at her .

I still remember how our conversation start .

She don't have an erase and she ask me whether can borrow her .

And then we started talk following the flow .

I asked her many question and she willing to answer all with a lovely smile.

OMG .

And then after few days , when teacher was teaching I feel bored.

and I start looking at her .

She had a brown eyes , curly hair , she looks different compare with others

and she got gold ear rings.

[I am not that kind of person ah]

She very beautiful and I think I fall in love to her .

I like to talk to her because the feeling really nice .

We used to recess together and we shared our things

Few months ..

When we came back from school after holiday

Miss M was absent.

At that time , I was thinking she will just absent for one day.

but when teacher say she change school again .

Thunder storm in my heart and brain .

I was thinking why she didn't tell me when she want to leave

She don't even care about me ?

And until now I still finding her .

because I want the answer and I want to tell her ....

"I LOVE YOU."

这故事是在我小学四年级发生.

在一个炎热的下午,我和我的同学在班上谈天.

上课钟声响起了,我的级任老师进班,后面随着一个蛮漂亮的女生.

男孩们都非常兴奋.

老师把她介绍了一遍后,我们都知道他的名字

他是一位转校生.

但是最高兴的事是老师安排了他坐在我隔壁.

接下来我们就开始上课.

一开始我不敢和他说话,更别说看他了.

我还记得那时候,是他开始和我说话先.

他没有橡皮擦,就问我可不可以借他.

就这样我们开始说话了.

我都不停的问他问题,他都会很有耐心的回答我.

还有他那可爱的笑容.

哦我的天啊.

几天后,当老师在教着书时

我觉得很无聊就转头去开着他.

他正专心的上课.

我发觉了,他有一双褐色的眼睛 , 一头卷长发 , 很像外国人

还有一双金色的耳环.

他很漂亮 , 我想我喜欢上他了.

和他说话真的觉得很舒服.

我们有一起下课,一起分享东西

几个月后

我们都从学校假期回到学校.

邻桌小姐没来.

我还以为他只是缺席一天.

谁知道,老师却说他转校了.

那时候的我,根本是头脑一片空白.

我在想 "为什么,他都不和我说一声就走了呢?"

难道他根本不在乎我吗?

到现在我都在找他.

因为我要他给我一个合理的答案

然后我要告诉他

"我爱你"

珍惜 , appreciate

2011-10-05T08:10:00.000-07:00

This post have english and chinese version

the english version is just below the chinese

enjoy C:

每当出席葬礼后 , 心情都会比较沉重

人会比之前懂事 , 也比较会珍惜身边的每一位

（一）

不管你是我爱的 , 我喜欢的 , 我讨厌的甚至是我狠的

我都会珍惜你

当你离开了这世界我都会为你认真的祈祷让你可以在下一世活得快乐

我在想六十年后或更早或更迟 , 我会比我朋友先到另一个世界呢 ?

还是我朋友比我还早 ? 都无所谓啦

但是你看见你的好朋友一个一个走了

心情是如此的沉重

曾经在一起玩 ,在一起喝茶 ,在一起车大炮 ,在一起成功

但现在却在你面前很安详地躺着,你问候他 , 他却没有回答

你接受得到吗?

很难说

我从遇过不少人生挫折与坚强的老人们眼里看到

他们是不行的

掉下了不少的男儿泪, 显露出最软弱的一面

看着他们的眼神,比我看见往生者还想哭

（二）

真实所拥有

不管是你的身体还是你的东西

一定要珍惜它

不要再批评自己的身体

因为你比起五肢不健全的人

跟没有资格说出这些话

有视觉的多读些东西

有听觉的多听些好歌

有味觉的多吃些好吃的

有手的多做些善事

有脚的多去自己喜欢的地方

有记忆的多记些开心的事

脑还可以用的要多思考

当你失去以上的一种

你很可能会陷入崩溃

那时候的你,就会想回到现在的你

别让自己后悔

珍惜所有

这篇可能长气了

但全都是我内心的想法

谢谢阅读

我珍惜你 C:

Every time after I went to a funeral , I will be moody

Will mature than before and will learn more to appreciate

1st

No matter you're the one I love , I like , I dislike or I hate

I will appreciate you

I will pray for you when you leave this world

I was thinking , after 60 years whether I will leave this world first or my friend

that isn't important

When your friends leave you one by one , what will you feel ?

We used to chit-chat , play , joke

but now he/she lie in front you silently

you talk to him but he didn't reply

Can you accept the fact ?

Hard to say

I know it's hard or even can't

after I look into those old man eyes who full with life experience

they cried and reveal the weakest side

looking at them make me feel like crying too

2nd

appreciate what you have

whether it's your body or your things

you have to learn to appreciate

Don't say you are ugly

because compare with disabled people , you are far more better

read more things when you still have visual

listen more nice songs when you still have hearing

eat more nice foods when you still have sense of taste

do more good deed when you still have hands

go more nice places when you still have legs

memorize happy things when you still have memory

think more when you still have a brain

You will feel depress when you miss either one of them

and that time , you want back yourself like now

don't regret

appreciate what you have

this post might be too long

but it's my inner thought

thanks for reading

I appreciate you C:

2011-09-30T20:34:00.001-07:00

When happened something ,

There will always different story from different people .

From what you listen , don't trust it 100% .

And because like that , I don't want to trust anyone .

Because no people will treat us truly .

And I really feel disappointed and depressed .

I fell in love to someone .

but I don't think there's something called LOVE between us .

maybe this called as FRIENDSHIP .

I already have phobia to trust anyone .

I will think the girl actually is fooling me .

Love need Trust right ?

I don't dare .

There was something locked my heart .

I hope someone who have the right key to open it for me .

Really really hope ~

And

I don't dare to fall in love not because I do not believe you

But

I have no confidence .

You got my key ? C:

27/9/11

2011-09-27T05:28:00.000-07:00

Today when I having account period in my class

suddenly something came in to my mind [ really was so suddenly ] ==

It's my dream

Before that I always think how to earn as much money as I can

Drive Big Car , Live Big House , a Pretty Wife *winks , a Happiness Family

but

today I changed .

I want to travel around the world with bag packing .

I want to try different culture , different air and of course different FOOD :D

I want to take all nice picture around the world too :D

Nowadays people working so hard to continue their life .

To follow the trend.

To let their family life better

But for me , if you didn't earn much , you better don't get marriage

[ was disagree by mr.yew joe , ms joey and mich ] ==

Because It's a suffering between you and your partner

Although you say LOVE is everything

but when come to milk powder and education for your future child

Do you think all these things can solve by only giving love ?

Maybe you will end up by scolding or blaming each other every single day

then divorce , then your children have to separate with their daddy and mommy

So , for me

Standing at here is for enjoy but not to suffer

I hope this dream can last longer in my heart and brain .

That's all :D

23/9/2011

2011-09-23T11:40:00.000-07:00

Went secondary school gathering :D

It's a simple yet enjoyable gathering .

We went to "de pastry " for our gathering dinner first

everybody was caring , asking , laughing , joking around

feel like going back to form 5 life

simple yet enjoyable .

Then went for a walk in dpc

along the roadside , there was all my friends

everyone is talking and playing .

After that , some of them leave because of the time was too late .

so there only left about 10 boys to mamak .

It's a simple and happy gathering

and this is a simple update :]

enjoy your day ~

Friend Forever :D

2011-09-22T01:09:00.000-07:00

Everyday , I will think whether I do something wrong after I went back from school .

Maybe I am too caring about what people thinking .

I have a good class with many nice classmates .

but I scare what I talked and did was too over .

and I scare I will offend some people .

Do forgive me .

Life Choice :)

2011-09-12T10:26:00.000-07:00

Successful Career - you have one company and you are the boss ?

Education - study until you get in to Cambridge University ?

Wealthy - money that enough for your grandson to spend?

Well-known - at least half of the world know you ?

Health - a body without any sickness?

Friendship - a bunch of nice friends ?

A Good Partner - a person can accompany you to overcome everything
in your life

Freedom - do everything without worry

Nice appearance - looking good and everyone envy you

Family - a great family

For people who looking this , Please choose either 3 and you cannot get other thing

besides your choice .

Think wisely :)

2011-09-07T09:53:00.000-07:00

So , I reopen my blog .

I think many of them , want to know what I wrote when the blog was private .

But too bad , I deleted all of them ;) *ngekk!

My blog will full with moody things .

Because only moody then I blog or some special events la ~

So , hope you enjoy reading my blog with terrible english .

Stay tuned ;)